And then will be back here after the exams .
Its 7.15am now . People're still sleeping like pigs
So lonely now . I wish i could get someone to talk to .
Someone that can make me laugh , like mad .
Staring at my fahrenheit calender , 12 days to exams .
And i'm not ready . Yet , procastinating for time being .
Oh god , and i'm compel to study till night time , 11pm .
So lethargic . I try to vent my sadness or frustrations
on doing doodles . But somehow , i still felt sad , of two
things . Exams and myself . I really really need tution ,
for my english and chinese . Feel like i'm deteriorating .
Everyday , without fail . I have to study and revise .
Sometime i feel sort of envy or jealous that my friends
can play , play , play , play , play all day longggggggggg .
Listening to songs , out . Its distracting me somehow .
Studying with peers , out . I don't want to . Rather study
at home . So peacefully . No . Yes . No . Ahhhhhhhhh !
I felt like my brain like a jug of water , which cannot
fill in any more water . Of course can fill , provided it ...
burst ! Yeah , my brain gonna burst soon . Oh yeah ,
today got Jiro's show . Should i watch ? or not ? :\
I am still ambivalent about it . Anyway , one fact is
that my mum reckons me to study . No play , No games ,
No laptop , No nothing . I don't peeved her for that .
I really hope that every exams can get at least 5 stars .
But i felt that there is alot things to cover . So i hope
i had reaaal sufficient time for me to study every single
thing in these days . I hope i can . Jiayous mei juan .
I felt so emo
nowdays . & school (friends) was one thing that make me unhappy too . She say i have change , indeed . I change . Change to be more emo & moodswings lately . Or more like a geek ? That's because of my destitute languages . I loathe it alot . I feel like dying . Oh well , i am seriously in a bad bad mood . So hope that you guys don't peeved me for that . Oh well , i got to study later , as said .